Seeing Is Believing: The Invisible Through Aravindan’s Eyes

Here is an article I wrote about Aravindakshanmammen’s *Kummatty* in 2016.

“Seeing is Believing: The Invisible through Aravindan’s Eyes”

Perhaps no other artistic medium is as apt and made to measure the invisible as cinema. The very premise of the camera is that if there exists something that can be seen, the camera has the power and capacity to show it to you. Conversely, if it cannot be represented by the camera, does it exist? The most enduring quality of Aravindan’s films is their search to depict on screen in images, shapes, and colors that our five senses would be able to comprehend, things that are invisible; in particular, entities that are the products of imagination and faith.

It is commonplace to assert that a story is an act of imagination, which it is, to be sure, but Aravindan’s stories work on more than just the narrative level. There are symbolic and allegorical levels that run alongside the narratives that reach out to a matrix completely outside the world we experience through the senses or our brain. Aravindan’s stories and films show us the simultaneous existence of both the visible world of phenomena, as well as the invisible world of noumena–or what is thought, products of our mind, in particular, myth and faith. Indeed his films may be read as subtle and sophisticated explorations of the capacity of myth and faith to create an ethical community, not merely the community within the space of the film, but also the community of the viewers.

Aravindan’s films trace the arc of the invisible as it lands and rests on a varied group of people bringing them together as a community. In his films, contact with the invisible changes the people for the better, even if in the most imperceptible manner. Two feature films, *Kummatty* (1979), and *Esthappan* (1980), in particular, and the biopic documentary about the philosopher and teacher Jiddu Krishnamurthy *The Seer Who Walks Alone* (1985) show us through Aravindan’s eyes our world imbued with “things” of sacred value and weight that possess transformative power to forge a new ethical community. We see fields, roads, the sea, rocks, boats, hands, trees, birds, animals, and the sky as we have never seen them before. With great love, Aravindan shows us these “things” as they are in their original, uncorrupted and sacred state. In Aravindan’s eyes, these aspects of nature or the human mind become sacred images. Our encounter with such sacred images cannot be anything but ethical. The following is a brief appreciation of such an ethical encounter of one viewer and one film, Kummatty.

*Kummatty,* the earliest of these films, tells the story of a folk figure, the Kummatty, a relic of grandmother’s tales, a larger-than-life figure, a wandering folk minstrel who is also a boogeyman in popular imagination with an anecdotal propensity, it is suggested, to abduct children. Kummatty will take away unruly children from their parents. Thus Kummatty’s charms and powers are both positive and negative. He is a source of wonder and fear because his powers are unlike yours or mine. In other words, Kummatty is a liminal figure that embodies a pathway that connects the material world with the non-material world. He exists simultaneously in the visible and invisible worlds.

In the film, Aravindan is careful to expose us to the forged and fabricated aspects of Kummatty’s personality such as his fake beard, and his human necessities such as needing a shave. Kummatty falls sick as well and needs to be cured. The human limits of Kummatty are well established. When we first see him on the screen, he materializes literally out of nowhere—he simply shows up in the scene from a distant darkness, his song preceding his form. Indeed much of what we know of Kummatty resides in products of imagination such as folk songs that the children of the village sing. Kummatty himself sings songs of the Brahman, as formless as the deep, dark and vast sky, formless as the rain, thunder or lightning as represented in the movie’s unforgettable song “Karukara Karmuki” written and sung with great devotional calm by Kavalam Narayana Panicker.

Kummatty upsets the placid pace of the village life when he befriends the children of the village, children who are as much a liminal figure as he is, as they contain both the past of a community and its future. In a grand processional scene, the children celebrate the myth of Kummatty by recounting his myth from the folk tradition in song form (“Manathe macholam talayeduthu”) as they follow him all across the mountain. The children are transformed by this contact. We see this in Chindan’s new solicitousness to the old grandmother.

That Kummatty represents something regressive from the progressive perspective is indicated in the earlier scene where Chindan’s mother, in particular, calls Kummatty a “mad man” and discourages Chindan from spending time with Kummatty. To be sure, there is a critique of modernity and progress, as we normatively understand it—“Forward! Forward!” is the chant of progress – in the film, in the episode where Kummatty turns the children into animals whose masks they were playing with. Human children turn into a peacock, an elephant, a monkey, a dog etc. The critique of modernity continues when Chindan—the boy turned dog—is abandoned by the wealthy family that initially takes him in only to cast him out as a “country” breed. Animal masks in folk traditions echo the totemic functions of their counterparts in the mythical world; animals are spirits. The children see them as toys. Thus in turning the children into the animal they were playfully mimicking, there is an implicit transformation of a toy into a totem, an encounter with the “uncanny,” an inanimate object turning into a living entity. This uncanniness is the ground of the children’s ethical transformation in Kummatty.

Ritual, community, the uncanny, and the unknowable and the invisible come together in the final scenes of the movie when the narrow domestic tragedy of a family that has its only son turned into a dog opens into a communal ritual to reverse the metamorphoses. Oracles and priests attempt to reverse the metamorphoses but to no avail. Kummatty alone can reverse the metamorphoses because Kummatty is not a part of stagnant village rituals, which are as meaningless as modernity itself. Kummatty’s power is of another invisible order, the order of the formless and the unknowable, the order of the sky and the rain and the lightning and thunder. It is the order of openness. It is instructive that in the one year that the Kummatty has been gone and Chindan lives his animal existence as a dog, the grandmother who was the repository of the old stories, including that of Kummatty, has died. This loss of communal memory, however, is offset by Chindan’s metamorphoses into a dog, and a family’s and community’s suffering over this transformation. The family and the community have to mourn. They have to believe in loss. They have to believe in the magic and the power of the Kummatty. They have to believe in the power of the invisible.

Chindan (and us, the community) learn the lessons of the metamorphoses in the final euphoric climax of the film where Chindan, now reverted back to being a boy, sets free the caged parrot and watches it fly away into the sky. For nearly four minutes we see nothing but birds flying in the sky, nothing but the rapid crisscross of birds traversing the sky in pure freedom, from one side of the screen to the other, as the children’s chorus sings the song of the Brahman, “Karukara Karmukil.”

The flight of the birds is much more than a simple metaphor of freedom. What is the flight of a bird? The flight of a bird is the pathless order of freedom. The overall plot of Kummatty is overdetermined to bring us to this vantage point where we dedicate our full attention to the random flight of birds almost in real time, since not many of us would have watched birds in flight in nature as part of our daily routine. Yet, birds have flown in the sky without any particular pathways since the beginning of time. That is all they do. This simple and serious truth is the ethical promise of this cinema to its viewers. It is a direct representation of what Aravindan saw through his eyes.

Why the Indifference to Sexual Assault of Women in Trains?

https://feminisminindia.com/2019/03/04/sexual-assault-women-trains/

Sexual harassment of women and girls inside Indian trains has turned train travel into personal hells for female passengers. The criminal behaviours of male offenders escalate from pornographic comments to sexual touching, groping, public masturbation and ejaculation, violent assault and rape.

Fellow passengers who witness the terror of female passengers are largely indifferent to their suffering. As a general rule, bystanders in such contexts do not intervene or stop the criminals. They watch it as a spectacle.

When criminals are finally apprehended, as it happens in some small percentage of cases, mainstream media run sensationalist articles about the criminal and his crime for one or two days of the news cycle. The criminals come and go with new and uninteresting details. The crime continues.

THE CRIMINALS COME AND GO WITH NEW AND UNINTERESTING DETAILS. THE CRIME CONTINUES.

In November 2017, a woman and her daughter traveling from Kolkata to Delhi were forced to jump off a moving train to prevent a group of male travelers from raping the young girl. As soon as they boarded the train, 10-15 men started attacking the 15-year-old, and tried to drag her into the toilet. After repeated appeals from the mother to the police on the train, the men were ordered to move to another compartment, from where they returned to resume their attacks on the girl.

The mother and daughter “had no help available with other passengers in the train remaining mute spectators to their ordeal…and had to jump off the train when it slowed down near Kanpur station, news agency PTI reported quoting a police officer.”

Also read: Why Are Women Still Being Masturbated Upon On Public Transport?

A 13 year old girl in Bombay jumped from a moving train to avoid sexual assault, and a 25-year old woman in Andhra Pradesh did the same. The frightened woman in Andhra Pradesh “sought the help of other passengers in the coach but none came forward to help them.” 

One year before the kidnapping, torture, rape and murder of Jyoti Singh Pandey or ‘Nirbhaya’ on a bus in India, in 2011, in Kerala, a young woman, Soumya, was fatally sexually assaulted in a train. She fell on the tracks from the moving train where she was raped. Two men in a nearby compartment heard Soumya screaming for help as Govindachamy assaulted her, but according to the prosecutors, “Even though witness No. 4 wanted to pull the chain, he was told by a middle-aged man that the woman had jumped off the train and made good her escape and that he should not take the matter any further as they would all then be dragged to the court.”

Most recently, on February 9, 2019, Alice Cheevel was traveling by train to Thrissur when she fought off a man who was sexually assaulting another female passenger. When Cheevel who occupied the upper berth loudly interrupted and confronted him, he turned his attack towards her, at which point, she slapped him across the face. Cheevel physically fought the man off from attacking her, dragging her down from the upper berth and from stripping her clothes off. Cheevel noted that a large group of people gathered inside the compartment to watch the stand-off, but no one intervened or stopped the offender, whose outrageous conduct continued for almost an hour. This was enough time, Cheevel noted, either for the man to have killed her, or for her to have killed him in self-defense. No one lifted a finger to stop the offender.

WHY DO WE LET SEXUAL VIOLENCE ESCALATE IN PUBLIC PLACES, PARTICULARLY, IN MOVING TRAINS AND BUSES?

Finally, after the lapse of almost an hour, the offender was taken down by another passenger, at which point the spectating mob moved in to hit him and kick him and display their righteous indignation. The man was arrested when the train reached Thrissur.

What is wrong with this picture?

Why are we indifferent when we see criminal rogues assaulting women in trains and buses?

Why do we stand around looking bored, uninterested, shocked, surprised, revolted? Put your favorite spectatorial state of mind here.

Why do we let sexual violence escalate in public places, particularly, in moving trains and buses?

When mainstream media cover sexual assault in trains, why do the headlines lessen the crime by framing the criminal conduct as under the influence of alcohol or drugs?

The people’s historian Howard Zinn in the United States had famously invoked the metaphor of a “moving train” to teach his students about social justice and civil rights. History is a moving train, Zinn told his students, and you have to know where it is going. You cannot be neutral on a moving train, Zinn said. You are either going with it, or you are not going with it. But you cannot be neutral about it. Zinn later named his autobiography You Can’t Be Neutral on a Moving Train.

We cannot afford to be neutral on a moving train in India either. Either you are for sexual violence against women in trains in India. Or you are against the sexual violence perpetrated on women in trains in India.

Will you, as a bystander, intervene the next time the thug next to you attacks a woman?

Will you, bystander, pull the emergency break and call for help?

Will you, bystander, stop him even if it means temporarily worrying about your own safety?

Will you, bystander, make it your number one priority to find the police, the TTE, and to bring as much loud attention as possible to intervene and stop the attack?

Will you, bystander, step in to assist the person fighting off an offender, with your bare hands and feet, if that is all you have?

Will you, mainstream media, stop qualifying these criminal events as caused by alcohol and drugs?

Will you, mainstream media, stop sensationalizing sex crimes, and instead, be an ally to women and men working to stop the rape culture of our nation?

Will you? Whose side are you on?

Also read: Women in Public Spaces: Do Public Spaces Only Belong To Men?


Gayatri Devi is Associate Professor of English and Women and Gender Studies at Lock Haven University. She can be reached at gdevi@comcast.net.

Featured Image Source: Aaj Ki Khabar

Hunten Eggles in the Crick

Hunten Eggles in the Crick, Lock Haven Express, October 25, 2010

There is another side to the debate as to whether new technological applications such as instant messaging, texting etc ruin the English language or not.  It is to be expected that language purists and parents of a certain generation would shudder at each new instance of language change: the cryptic abbreviations, the mangled grammar, the new and shocking vocabulary.

Are you worried that your kid is AATK doing something D&M?  If we are to go by historical patterns, it is probably best if you GOYHH and GWI.

Language is in a constant state of evolution, and while the newness of the vocabulary or the non-standard uses of grammar might shock the more conservative speakers amongst us, the fundamental matrix of the English language is remarkably stable and is not going to devolve into incoherence any time soon.

When I teach the introductory principles of sociolinguistics to my students–how social variables influence language–I am always reassured at how self-sustaining, healthy and vibrant English language is despite dire predictions to the contrary.  The healthy state of our local dialects is strong evidence and best proof of how resilient language is amidst all kinds of social changes. Local dialects are one form of language variation that is relatively impervious to overnight changes in vocabulary and grammar.

Take our central Pennsylvania dialect, for instance; the English those of us who live in the region bordered by the counties of Northumberland to the east, Bedford to the south, Clearfield to the west, and Lycoming to the North speak. I was reviewing the vocabulary, phonology and grammar of the central PA dialect with my students, and one student said with a broad grin, “this is exactly how we speak at my house!” Every example we reviewed was literally right out of their mouths, their parents’ mouths, and their grandparents’ mouths.

For generations, it seems Lauren’s family has only “redd up” their rooms, not “tidy” or “clean” them. That is great, I told her; “redd up” is an old Norse form that survived through Old English, Middle English and Modern English in certain Scots-Irish dialects of English, and which probably came to Pennsylvania with its first wave of Scots-Irish immigrants. It is a historical form that our central PA dialect has preserved intact for thousands of years, I told her.  You don’t find it anywhere else in Standard English. Isn’t that totally cool?  Nothing has taken its place in our community.   And now you will probably transmit it to your kids the same way you learned it from your folks, I told her.

This is how dialects create a strong sense of place and local identity. Another student enthusiastically agreed that there is no plural form for “turkey” where she comes from: you are driving along when you see “three turkey,” not “three turkeys.” Game animals in central PA have no plural forms; only domestic animals do.  Strangely enough, this is an approximation to match other game animals such as “deer,” which have no plural forms; if “deer” has no plural form, why should a “turkey” have one? Local dialects are terrifically economical!

Five years ago, I remember my surprise when my daughter’s friend had a sleep-over at our house and in the morning asked that I make her a “dippy egg.” I had just arrived in Lock Haven from Dallas, Texas where there are no dippy eggs. I had not heard of dippy eggs in India or North Dakota either, two other places where I had lived for extended periods of time.  I had no idea what the kid meant, and I asked her to describe to me what a dippy egg looks like. She said that it is cooked on one side and with runny white and yolk on the other side so she can “dip” her toast in it.

Do you mean “sunny side up”? I asked her. Okay, she said.

Aha, in India we call it a “bull’s eye,” I told her.

But two weeks ago, I surprised myself when I heard myself say, “the deck needs cleaned.” We all say that, my students said in a chorus–the grass needs cut, the car needs washed, the deck needs cleaned, the room needs picked-up, the windows need cleaned and on and on.

Well, I guess I am officially now a Lock Havenite, I told them.  You don’t use the “to be” infinitive here, I said. In most parts of the English-speaking world, the use of the auxiliary “need” is followed by the infinitive “to be” before it completes the verb phrase with a past participle. The car needs to be cleaned. The grass needs to be mowed. That is, except in central Pennsylvania. And why not? It is not an anomaly at all; we use the need +past participle without the infinitive only for certain types of transitive verbs. It is not arbitrary at all. It is part of our dialect’s grammar and is quite systematic in its usage.

But some of our usages are really crazy, John said. Why do you say that? I asked him. Well, do you know the expression, “jeet” he asked me. I come from the coal county region, John said, and we say “jeet,” “juze,” and “jugo.” They stand for “did you eat”? “Did you go?”

An interesting phonological change, don’t you think? In casual, unemphatic speech, “did you eat,” in fact, does sound like “jeet.” I am sure there are no such extreme phonological contractions for other auxiliaries such as Does or Have. Again, it is rule-based and not random. It is not incorrect.

My students were surprised to learn that the accent that we call Standard American English, or the newscaster’s English is the relatively feature-less English of the American mid-west speech; the English spoken between southeastern Nebraska, southern and central Iowa and western Illinois, or as one newscaster once put it: “we have to sound like we are from nowhere.”

In fact, Americans who speak a recognizable dialect, or with a regional accent have certain stereotypical qualities–often negative ones for comic relief in Hollywood movies– associated with them. Movies like My Cousin Vinny, Fargo, The Usual Suspects, Deliverance etc intentionally or unintentionally document the linguistic features of particular regional dialects, even if they are at times unflattering to the people they represent.  The most profound irony of our times though is the fact that the most heinous villains in Hollywood films speak the Queen’s English, once the most prestigious dialect of English. Perhaps there is some poetic justice to that as well; you don’t really get to be a Lord or a Duke or an Earl without exploiting a lot of people along the way, right?

How we talk is closely connected to how we regard the world and our place in the world, ultimately. One of the sweetest things about the English of the American south is how a conversation is never direct, never to the point; it takes a lot of talking about other stuff before you come to the point of the conversation. A conversation is a real interpersonal search; it is never just a transaction. This slowness and indirection can drive a New Yorker mad, where bluntness is a virtue.

Our central PA dialect is not as distinct as that of Pittsburgh or NewYork but we do have certain unique features; we are a quiet people.  I like how the old folks–your “gram” and “pap”– in Lock Haven and State College express agreement –“how about it?”  How about it indeed. It is true; as a student observed, you don’t need a lot of yammerin when you are hunten eggles in the crick.

 

Travel Tips for Troubled Times

So here is a frisking story. I wrote this for the local newspaper in 2006.
 
“Travel Tips for Troubled Times”
Gayatri Devi
 
(The Lock Haven Express, 1 March 2006)
 
You know that handsome black dress that Spiegel’s and Peterman’s catalogs insist is a “must-have” for the smart traveler? Long, and loose-fitting, soft, smooth, suede-cotton blend, hides spills and stains, roomy enough to tuck your feet inside and fall asleep when your plane is delayed or cancelled?
 
It is a great dress. Pack it with a couple of turtlenecks and you are all set to go. Mine has gone with me to India, Canada, the United Kingdom and the Middle East.
 
But on a recent trip from Lock Haven to Louisville, Kentucky, this hardy, traveler’s dress turned out to be absolutely worthless.
 
I arrived early enough at the Louisville airport for my flight back to Lock Haven after presenting a paper at the Twentieth Century Literature conference. Maybe it was the flap over the Vice shooting his hunting partner in the face. Or maybe it was the excitement over the sale of US port management to the government of Dubai. Whatever the reason, the terror-alert level at the Louisville airport was a bright orange. Every ten minutes, the PR system blared out that there was heightened security at the airport.
 
I got my boarding pass and walked over to the security check-in. At the security gate, the Transportation Security Administration (TSA) staff told me that I have been randomly selected for additional security screening.
 
Step aside please, ma’am, the TSA woman told me.
 
Wow, “selected,” I thought. Here is my chance to prove to the world that I am not carrying a bomb. Feeling grateful, I walked over with the TSA woman to a glass partitioned area.
 
The security screening posture, as you might know, is a combination leg-split/scare-crow form. So I split my legs and positioned them over their footprint mat, the painted feet spaced just wide enough to make the muscles on your inside thighs stretch that extra bit. I got my hands spread out at the shoulder, palm outwards.
 
The TSA staff talked the whole time she checked me for concealed weapons of mass destruction with the special probe that resembles a blunt sword. It beeped over the metal buttons of my jumper and the metal hooks of my bra. She pinched both the button and the hook with her hands to make sure they are not weapons. She narrated what she was doing in the manner of a friendly OB/GYN. A pity, she should have been a doctor.
 
“You are wearing a dress, ma’am,” she said. “I need to check your legs. I’d like you to take one step forward, bend your toe away from your body, so I can check the inside of your legs.”
 
My daughter takes karate lessons at the YMCA and I have seen her do this leg movement many times. Leg out, toe turned away from the body, knees slightly bent.
 
“Keep your knees straight, ma’am” the TSA woman said. I got back in position.
 
The TSA woman stood behind me and inserted the blunt probe through my dress at my crotch and ran it down my leg. It felt slightly obscene. There was no bomb inside my left leg.
 
“Now step back, ma’am. Put your other leg out, toe away from your body,” the TSA woman ordered me.
 
She inserted the probe again through my dress at my crotch and ran it down my leg. Again, no bomb there.
 
“You’re all clear, ma’am. Now step over to Roy who will clear your baggage,” she told me.
 
Roy was tall and bald and he frowned as he checked for bomb residue inside my one set of clothes and pajamas. He checked my toilet case and found only toothbrush, toothpaste and mouthwash. He spent a few minutes over my books and student papers I had taken with me to grade on the plane. He studied the cell phone charger. No bomb anywhere.
 
“You’re all clear, ma’am,” Roy said.
 
What a difference it makes, I thought to myself, as I sprinted to my departure gate on a distant concourse. My body, my clothes, my books, my toiletries all read like evidence.
 
It turned out that I sprinted that last mile for nothing. The plane had left.
 
“We paged you 3 times,” the United Airlines rep said. “But I was held up at the security screening!” I was in anguish.
 
“We don’t hold planes for passengers, ma’am” the UA rep made the airlines’ position clear.
 
I got back home to Lock Haven one day late, after a rebooking, 2 delays, 2 missed flights, and an overnight stay in Chicago. Next time, I am driving from Lock Haven to Louisville.
 
But here’s my travel tip for these troubled times.
 
Lose the skirt. Lose the dress. Wear something tight and fitting so they can prod, pinch, and pat without you losing your plane. What if it feels slightly obscene? Remember, as David Byrne said, we are all naked in the eyes of God.
 
And on those special days when the terror-alert level is the color of paranoia, buck-naked and bare-assed is the way to go.
 

American Breakfast

I was born somewhere, but I am ‘from’ America now

We were discussing xenophobia in Sweden in my Scandinavian Noir class today. Citizens, foreigners, immigrants, refugees–the gamut of belonging and not belonging. Here is an essay I wrote for the local newspaper about my experiences becoming an American citizen.

http://www.lockhaven.com/opinion/columns/2017/04/i-was-born-somewhere-but-i-am-from-america-now/

The U.S. Department of Homeland Security’s office of Immigration and Naturalization Services in Philadelphia is housed in a large, five-story concrete and glass building in the middle of the otherwise dilapidated neighborhood of North 41st Street in downtown Philadelphia.

From Lock Haven, you can take either the Interstate 76 East downtown Philadelphia exit, or 3 East West Chester Pike exit off of the turnpike and drive through run-down streets with uneven stop-and-go traffic, lined on either side with a blur of fast food joints, auto repair shops, Chinese delivery and take-outs, hair and nail places, and second-hand furniture stores.

Closer to the Homeland Security building, North 41st Street turns into a long, meandering residential block with broke down ramshackle apartments with doors and windows covered with bed sheets, front doors held in with iron bars, seedy front yards, battered cars, and broken toy pools even in the middle of March. Old men and women in heavy winter coats wait at the bus stops, and young kids on bicycles zip up and down cracked streets with what looks like non-working tram lines running through the middle. Most buildings except the churches are decorated with graffiti, angry, artful and arresting.

This is where the poorer half lives.

I was at the Homeland Security building this past Thursday for my final interview with U.S. Immigration and Naturalization services for my citizenship. I have lived in the United States for 27 years now; the first 12 on a work visa, and the last 15 on a green card (permanent residency card), both provided by employers. I left India when I was 24 to do my Ph.D. in the United States, then stayed to teach; first at the University of Texas at Dallas, and now for the state system of higher education in Pennsylvania.

At this point, I have lived longer in the United States than I have in India.

So in 2016, I applied for my U.S. citizenship.

Applying for U.S. citizenship is a straightforward process. The application itself is $680. Once you submit your application, you are given an appointment to get your fingerprinting and biometrics done at the processing center in York. It could take anywhere from six months to a year for Homeland Security to do your background checks and complete the vetting of your application. If you pass the background checks and the vetting, you are called for your final citizenship interview.

I had arrived about 45 minutes prior to my interview time. My phone was dead which was a good thing since cell phones and cameras are prohibited at the Office of Immigration and Naturalization Services. I walked with the other applicants in the line through the metal detectors and was cleared to enter the waiting room.

The waiting room was crowded with hundreds of people just like me from all over the world waiting for various processes to complete toward their naturalization as citizens.

Many applicants were there with their lawyers; you could tell the lawyers immediately on sight: In suit and tie, with laptop cases, and searching for their clients in the sea of faces.

I was by myself. I sat next to a young couple who spoke Arabic. The husband was a doctor and a citizen; the wife was the applicant. The husband patiently explained in Arabic and English a very troubling case of a young child at the hospital with a heart valve deficiency to the wife listening attentively.

Many applicants were still studying their citizenship civics test booklet. Part of the citizenship interview is a civics test about the history and the government and the Constitution of the United States of America. Small children played on the floor. Babies cried. Mothers and fathers took turns walking the restless children around the waiting room.

The officer who interviewed me was a pleasant young man who asked me to swear that I would tell the truth, the whole truth and nothing but the whole truth during the interview. Then he asked me to sit down. He started the interview by reviewing my application with me.

What do you teach at the university, he asked me?

English, I said.

Ah, he said, the reading and writing portion of the test will be easy for you then. You can never tell, I said. We laughed.

The first part of the interview consists of reviewing your personal information and includes questions about your family and yourself. This has all been vetted in the past year but this part of the interview confirms your application.

The questions cover everything from education, marriage, children, work, membership in organizations, tax questions, and finer details about your life, such as involvement in buying and selling of drugs, guns and weapons, engaging in prostitution, taking part in illegal gambling, serving in militias and the military, engaging in torture and genocide, and lying to the government.

I don’t smoke. I don’t drink. I don’t do drugs. I don’t gamble. I am not promiscuous. I don’t own weapons. I have not served in the military or the militia. I have not engaged in torture or genocide, and I have never lied to the government. I passed this part of the test very quickly.

It is time for your civics test, the officer told me. The civics test includes 100 questions sent to you from the Department of Homeland Security. The officer will ask you 10 questions at your interview. You have to answer six correctly to pass the test.

When was the Constitution written? Who wrote the Declaration of Independence? What does religious freedom mean? At what age does Selective Service begin? How many senators are there? What is the ocean on the East Coast called? How many amendments are there to the Constitution? What is any state that borders Mexico? What was the reason for the cold war? What words indicate the idea of self-government for Americans in the Constitution?

I knew them all. I passed the civics test very quickly.

The officer then proceeded to the reading test. He showed me a sentence and asked me to read it.

“What are the colors of the American flag?”

I passed.

Then we moved to the writing test. He dictated a sentence for me to write. “The colors of the US flag are red, white and blue.”

I passed.

Well, congratulations, the officer told me. You have passed the civics and reading and writing test.

Are you willing to take the full oath of allegiance to the United States, he asked me? Yes, I said.

And then I was a citizen.

It was quarter past noon when I walked out. It was a mild spring day, not too cold, and not too warm. I was starving. I had left Lock Haven at quarter past five in the morning on just a cup of coffee.

My stomach was empty. The Homeland Security office does not permit food or water inside the building. I wanted breakfast.

I started walking on North 41st Street looking for a place to get something to eat. There are no restaurants on North 41st Street. Empty spaces encircled with wire fences alternate run- down apartment blocks. I kept walking. I did not want to get my car from the parking lot where it was parked and not know where to go. There must be something somewhere, I told myself.

A few blocks down I came to a cross street called Market Street. It was appropriately named. I started seeing businesses on either side of the street. Auto parts, vape lounges, hair salons, second-hand furniture stores, Chinese take out and delivery places, and then I saw the sign for Hamilton Restaurant.

I crossed over and entered the restaurant. It was a small diner, clean and pleasant inside. May I charge my phone, I asked the petite Chinese woman who appeared to be the manager of the place. Sure, she said. I gave her my dead phone and she plugged it into a power outlet.

The place was filled with regulars, I could tell.

Everyone spoke to everyone and everyone spoke to the manager, the petite Chinese woman. I was the only Indian woman there; everyone else — the customers and the cooks — was African American, along with one older Chinese man cooking in the kitchen. They all spoke to each other warmly while eating food that looked heavenly to me.

How are you, beautiful? … a pretty African American woman young enough to be my daughter asked me.

She had a gentle, motherly way about her. She cleaned the table and set down the silverware for me.

I am good, I said. How about yourself?

Good day, good day, she said. What can I get ya?

I had already picked what I wanted from the day’s specials written on the erase board.

Grilled flounder with green pepper and onions, cheese grits, home fries, and one fried egg, I said.

Good choice, honey, she told me. And it’s a dollar off today. Good choice. She had the most beautiful smile.

The grilled flounder was excellent, I told the Chinese lady when I walked up to pay the check. Thank you, she said.

Immigration? she asked me.

Yes, I said. I just became a citizen half an hour ago. Yours is the first meal I am eating as an American citizen. It was delicious. Thank you, I told her.

Thank you so much, she said.

Where were you born, she asked me?

India, I said.

It was a subtle difference, I told myself as I drove back toward Interstate 476 North.

Usually, I am asked, “Where are you from”? And I tell them, India. But the Chinese woman had asked me where I was “born.”

I am “from” America now.

There was a difference.

Like her — and like all other immigrants — I was born somewhere, but I am “from” America now.

Gayatri Devi lives in Lock Haven.

MLK Jr. Day of Service at LHU

February 2nd.

LHU observed the MLK Jr. Day of Services today. The day began at 11:30 with registration and lunch at the MPR/PUB, welcome speeches by Kenny (Hall) and President Pignatello. I sat with Dana and Paul, and Denise for lunch. Good lunch. Around 12:30 I went to the Wayne Township Fire Hall for my service event: Clinton County SPCA was holding its Soup and Indoor Yard Sale there. The SPCA folks asked me to stay with the two kitty cats for adoption: Woosie and Ruby, both 3 years old, neutered and spayed. Several folks came and looked at the kitties. I had a good time talking with them about the kitty cats. Finally, one kind lady — she has a cat already — did the paperwork to adopt Woosie. I was very happy. Lucas and Kenny came over as well, and Bernadette was there volunteering for SPCA anyway, so we all had a nice visit. Bernadette told me about the trap-neuter-return program for feral cats; sounds fascinating. I finished at 3pm and came home. Lots of work to do this weekend.